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Chapter 1


“Oh damn!” I gave myself one last look in the rearview mirror before grabbing my backpack from the passenger seat and jumping out of the car.

A look around the parking lot did not brighten my mood one iota. It was as if everyone was waiting around for me to show up.

It was getting harder and harder to show up here and the weekends, which used to come around way too fast when I didn’t want it to, when school was my happy place, now seems to drag ass just to be contrary. Fuck my life!

I pretended interest in my phone so I didn’t have to see the stares. This way I won’t have to slap the shit out of the first person to say the wrong damn thing to me today. It was that kind of day and it hadn’t even started.

It didn’t use to be like this. A month ago I’d race to get here. I couldn’t wait to see my friends and hear the noisy chatter of the other students as they gave each other quick rundowns of the night before.

Usually I’d be covered in friends by now, but not today. I made it all the way inside and to my locker before the whispers started.

I had to force myself to ignore and just carry on, but what I really wanted to do was turn around and go home, pull the covers over my head and sleep until this was all over.

‘I guess she’s not so high and mighty now, look at her.’ There were other things said that I didn’t hear, but there was no missing the wild laughter that followed me down the hallway.

Each time I saw someone on their phone I got a sickening cramp in my tummy and my palms broke out in a sweat.

I’ve been holding it together these last few weeks, but I’m not sure I can do this much longer. It was getting so this place was beginning to feel like a prison, one I couldn’t escape from.

I escaped into the classroom long before it was time for class to begin and tried to play a game on my phone to pass the time.

It was no use, you can run from a lot of things but you can’t run from your own thoughts. I didn’t miss the students that walked by and looked in at the spectacle of me sitting there alone. Or the way most of them whispered behind their hands.

When was this shit going to end? I have one more month of high school and then I don’t have to see any of these jerks again, but that month is going to kick my ass.

I felt him as soon as he entered the room and as much as I told myself not to look I couldn’t help myself.

My heart hurt so much when he kept his head turned and if my knees hadn’t gone weak I would’ve jumped up from my desk and left the building.

This wouldn’t be so hard if I hadn’t been the one to screw up, if I could take the high road. But I was the one who’d made the biggest mistake of my life and lost the only boy I knew I’d ever love.

I formed his name on my lips but no sound came, and then the room begun to fill and I lost my chance. I wanted to cry but I don’t think there were any tears left.

It’s been two weeks and I still cry myself to sleep at night. I can’t talk to anyone about what’s bothering me, the person I thought was my best friend after him was part of the problem, and my mom who I can share anything with was never to find out what an ass her daughter had been.

I got a cramp in my tummy at the thought of mom and dad finding out what I’d done. Dad would lock me in my room and throw away the key, and mom would just give me one of her disappointed looks that was almost worst than an open hand slap across the face.

I didn’t hear a word the teacher said and was the first one out the door when the bell rang. I hoofed it to my next class and did pretty much the same.

If I hadn’t already taken all my classes and been accepted to a good university I would be in fear of my grades, but we were just going through the motions now until time ran out.

Lunch was the usual horror it had become since the incident. No one sat with me; I’d become contagious.

I wanted to jump to my feet and yell at them all to look at me, to see what their silence was doing to me, how it made me feel. But I knew I wouldn’t.

Instead I sat there chewing the same piece of lettuce for three minutes. I felt sick when just that little bit hit my stomach and just gave up the pretense of eating altogether.

I wanted my mom, was tempted to call her and spill my guts, but I couldn’t. I can’t bear to disappoint one more person I love.

It didn’t help that Brandon seemed to be just as miserable as I was. It didn’t help either that all the girls I’d once called my friends were now vying for his attention.

Anger mixed with the sadness and I just wanted to die. I never knew you could feel this lonely while surrounded by so many people.

Even though there was laughter and loud talking, the silence inside was deafening. There was only one thing on my mind, the same thing that had been there for the past two weeks, the thing that had destroyed my life.

Did they think I couldn’t see them staring, whispering, pointing? Did they think I didn’t know what was the topic on everybody’s tongue?

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New Updates

Happy weekend butterflies, I’ve updated all three stories on #wattpad as well as Eden High here on the site. To find my #wattpad page please click the orange follow button here on any page of the site. Please leave comments and vote if you like the chapters and you can also comment here. As you know Eden High is tied into the final chapter of The SEAL Team story so don’t forget to brush up as the final SEAL installment, Quinn and Devon’s story will be released soon. I’d also like to hear your thoughts on this year’s releases and what you’re hoping for in the coming year. PS. You can find sneak peaks here for the upcoming holiday story, and there’s The Lady which I’m writing here and on Instagram. Thanks again for all your support.

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Friday Updates

Eden High has been updated here on the site. Tennessee Heat has been updated on wattpad and look for the other updates later today on wattpad as well. I’m thinking of putting the SEAL Team Seven book up for pre-order not sure on that one yet, but either way it will be coming soon. Hope everyone is finding the little tidbits on the site fun to read. For those who want to follow the chapter stories on wattpad just hit the orange follow button on the screen anytime. I’ve also reopened my Goodreads page so give me a look there too if you’d like. Happy reading…

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Eden High series 2 Book5

There’s a new update for Eden High, do not press page 5 because there’s nothing there, don’t want you to be disappointed. Happy reading and enjoy. For those of you who missed all the announcements over the weekend, follow the wattpad follow button on the side of the page to read new stories written under one of my new pen names.

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Story update

Both stories have been updated on wattled. If you want to follow the stories please hit the follow button on the sidebar of this page for latest updates.

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Twilight fanfiction

Follow the wattpad button to follow this and any other stories. It’s written under my teen fiction pen name Cami York and will be updated as I’m able to. Please no pressure, I’m working on everything I need to as it comes. If my characters don’t talk I can’t write thank you for your understanding

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New pen name

This is the teen fiction pen name. I am uploading the chapters free on wattpad. For my fanfic fans, it’s pretty much like what I did back then, but the stories will be original. Thanks for your support. I will add the wattpad button so it’s easy for you to find the story there.


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Hi butterflies, I have an announcement to make. This is something I’ve struggled with for a while, but I figured I’d just let you in on it, so here goes. I’m thinking of publishing completely different genres under pen names. I wanted to keep them separate from the Jordan Silver brand but now I’m not so sure. One genre is basically Young Adult high school stuff and the other is Fantasy/Paranormal. I would really like your opinions on the best course I should take. Thank you


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Read the first chapter of The Protectors Book 3 The Bodyguard

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The case of the banned books

Every once in a while I get the urge to get down and dirty with my writing. At first I thought that writing under different pen names might be the way to go, but then I found that unless I outed myself there was no way to even get anyone to read it. Jasmine Starr and Tiffany Lordes were both born from this experiment. Lately I’ve decided to go for it under my name Jordan Silver, and that effort has landed me with four banned or blocked books on Amazon which we all know is the leading distributor of eBooks. So, do I quell that nasty urge to write dark romance? Or do I forge on and find another avenue? I’ve decided to sell my banned books here on my website, and since I can’t help myself, will most likely be writing more dark romance in the future. I hope that you, my audience will enjoy reading them as much as I enjoy writing them.


“How’s my little breeder?” Her eyes flew up to mine from her place on my bed, where her arms and legs were still tied, leaving her body open for my pleasure. Her eyes no longer spat fire at me these days; it was more like a smoldering flame. Lust mixed with anger and just a lingering tinge of fear.

The fear stemmed from my unpredictability and the uncertainty of what comes next from one day to another. But not since her first two weeks as my captive have I given her reason to fear me. In fact I think she’s more afraid of what she’d become, of her body’s response to me and the things I make her feel, than of any physical harm perpetrated by me.

I had one of her naked tits in my hand, fondling the pebbled erect nipple while I had the fingers of the other stuffed in her wet cunt. I smiled into her eyes as the significance of my words registered.

I finger fucked her nice and deep, spreading her open to take my cock which was unusually hard at the fact that I’d bred her sweet young pussy, which had been my sole intent; my reason for taking her.

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